Warning! A taste of the darkness and misery that first responders and paramedics face every day as they perform their “jobs.” The content in this section may contain graphic descriptions of death, injury, and pain, both mental and physical, which I relate from my experience over thirty years as a paramedic and first responder. It is not suitable for young people or those without a healthy grasp on the realities of death.
In the world of Emergency Medicine it is common to refer to paramedics as “Paragods,” in deference to their ability to restore life to the dead and cure the sick and injured. When Death knocks on a family’s door and the ambulance arrives, delivering a modern day messiah, everyone breathes again because “It’s OK… the …
Enough about you, let’s talk about me. Once upon a time I was a god. Don’t believe me? Does this sound like something a god could do? The god walks confidently into a room full of wailing and crying people. Grandma has just died and they have no power to change the evil that has …
PTSD – We are different. We are dragons.
“Depression is the art of seeing the world as it could be and knowing it never will be.” – theidiotdeity Depression is being stuck in a mud puddle in the middle of a field of clover. Depression is knowing you have so much to give to the world and knowing they don’t care. Depression is …
We are not in charge… and it’s OK.
If you’ve watched any of my previous videos you probably noticed that I am bitter, angry, jaded, and critical of others. I don’t like change. I don’t like people who shirk their responsibilities or who feel they deserve some reward simply because they exist. I believe there are principles of conduct and action that are …